You don't know

You don't understand
And you can't see
The monster inside
That's killing me

You say you love me
You say you care
But my spirit is breaking
And you only stare

I was alive once
And I was free
But now I'm only a shell
This is not me

Afraid to laugh
Afraid to cry
Afraid of you screaming
Watching time pass by

You don't know
Because you weren't there
The people you keep me from
Are the ones that truly care

You say that he hurt me
You say that he's bad
But I know we share a special bond
And that makes you mad

No I wait for the day
When am free
To prove to you
He and I were meant to be

time..please pass..

I'm counting everyday to weekends. Well today I participated in the treasure hunt organized by the sky adventure club. So i'm half asleep already. I ran like a snail! But i'm definitely exhausted. i was in the wrong group. My group members can run very well.. four of us (Victor, Jian Ming, Li Yi and me!!) haha.. I climbed..well I ran up the stairs of taylors bs 7 floors up. And by the time I reached the top i was fainting already. So much for today..

tired...

I'm tired!! So many assignments and tests yet so little time.. Arrgh...

And this is little Twinkle. Got her just last month. I wonder how she's doing now...

let me show you my cute little doggie..His name is Taffy and he's so adorable isn't he?? He's 7 years old and is a pure breed Japanese Spitz.

BORED!!!

Oh man i'm really bored to death here though I have lots of maths homework to do coz I dunno how to do them. My housemates left for their hometown while I'm pathetically stuck here in the hostel. Well only one housemate left though but she's sleeping.

At least there's wireless already or I'll really bore to death!!

Has been a long time since I updated this blog. Have been busy quite lately with all the prep and stuffs. Now it's my free period so I took the opportunity to update my blog.

I'll be having chemistry after this... and I better not be late.. You won't wanna be late for Mr Meyer's class (Mr Meyer students..you know why..). Well every morning I'll be having English 3U first under Mr Dave Borden. After that Ill be RUSHING to Mrs Fikar's class..definitely rushing. Then I'll be having Advanced Functions under Mr Jawad Ibrahim. Then BREAK for 1 hr 15 min and after that I'll be having free lesson which is now.. :) JSYK.. my lecturers are all canadians.

There's shuttle bus for taylor's students lo but it's really troublesome waiting for the bus. I had to stand while carrying books yesterday.

Well life here is I suppose in a word..hectic!!My class starts at 8am but the bus picks us up at 6.30! I miss my old school. I miss my home.

Life in the hostel is quite boring at times. Well at least my housemates are not. Had lots of fun! Seven people live in one unit (I live on the 6th floor of Casa Subang) - five are biotech students and 2 SAM.

P/S For Ida.. I'm BROKE at the moment and currently facing trouble looking for books so you know what I mean.. XD