Saturday, November 28, 2009

It was after all the quizzes..somemore it's FRIDAY

As a result of stress accumulated over the weekdays and frustration to the 'all-the-time-proving' Calculus teacher (really blur!!!), a few of us skipped his class. I can be counted as one of them

I skipped halfway, not up to halfway even, a quarter (waseh..so proud to say eh??). Anyway, I had a 'lesson' in Square One today instead.



Christmas season is filling the air...yippie...can't wait for christmas!! And which was the reason I came here. To stock up and get prepared for the coming winter...BRrr...

Had some more things to buy. Winter hats...


Before the shopping began, we (Grace and I) had something to eat first...wohoho...KFC..yummy chicken..And found these cute reindeer and a toy soldier at the centre of the food court...




I hope it's Christmas time soon!! Weeee....

Friday, November 20, 2009

"... that no one can make you feel inferior without your consent. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison."


Got this from the facebook application and found it really true so i want to share it with everyone who happen to stumble by.


Seems to me that everyone gets affected by others somehow and I am no exception. But just a reminder to everyone as well as to myself that no one can affect you if you don't allow them to.


Everyone is indeed unique and there's a reason why, biologically and theologically. Even if you don't feel that you are super talented or you keep thinking like "why is that guy so much better?" or "owh..how i wish i could be like that..."


Well, whenever you feel that way, it's better that you look at what you have rather than what you don't have. And there's no point of comparing in life. Life's fair even if you don't see it that way but it is.


So, shrug that thought off your mind and hey look you have a hidden spot of talent that you've never realised before when all the time you are spending your time envying what others have that you don't.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I wish

I wish time would slow down a little. Lately when things overwhelm you, time just keeps going faster and faster and it is really hard to catch time.

I wish that I can once again become as young as 6 years old, before everything in my life started, when life is just about playing Barbie dolls and playing 'doctors' or maybe a little hopscotch.

I wish that I am back at home, a place where I can call heaven on earth. A sanctuary, comforting and warm even though it lacked lustre physically, but it's the greatest place where I would want to be.

I can't bear the truth that I am already nineteen. Recently my cousin has just got married. A cousin of my age. And I thought a lot...the responsibility she has to take...oh gosh.. that's definitely too much. Someone of my age, yet very different lives. Studies are enough pain to me already but being a wife at 19? Really big responsibility!

And so I see how different our lives can be and I think...will I be able to cope with everything? With the blur mind of mine..?

When will I be....but right now I just want to be a toddler again

Sunday, November 15, 2009

What you don't know won't hurt you





I've stopped asking because I don't want to feel intimidated.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The thing about giving

From last week's sermon:

The thing about giving is not on how much you can give, but how much you are willing to give.

Let's say, a rich woman and a poor widow giving donations to the church. The rich woman gives an abundance and a big sum of money while the poor widow, hardly has anything to eat after losing her husband, gives her last coin to the church.

Now which one is the most noble?

Of course, the poor widow.

The thing about giving is not about giving what you have in abundance but what you can give even though it might hurt you.

Sometimes, we tend to give people what we don't want anymore and keep the things we want to ourselves even though some people might need it more than we do. And this, we don't realise.

But if you should try one day, to give someone something that you might want it for yourself, trust me, you'll gain more than what that person gained.