Two down one to go

Finally I finished my cpt presentation today! That means I don't have to be troubled by "The Color Purple" anymore. WOOHOO!! Chemistry's poster presentation will be tomorrow and it'll be the last assignment before the big event coming up next this Friday. Good Luck fellow ICPU mates!

Hectic!

This week onwards until 4 December will be a hectic one where the nature of sleep will be neglected the most and of course myelination too! Can't help it though. There's always not enough time for everything. Assignments shower like pouring rain tests creeping up like blood-sucking leeches. Uggh..life in icpu is like that. They train the icpu students to be clowns who can balance all the balls without tumbling. Well, in short that's how I feel icpu is all about..BALANCE!

11 Lessons in Life

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like
someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that
fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the
things you want to do.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the person too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you
were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Do you even care?

Birds are screaming,
Winds are howling,
But here I am standing,
Feeling lost and lonely,
I still remember so dearly,
How you hugged me so warmly,
This memory is too much to bear
Do you even care?

I don’t want this to end,
I don’t want to pretend,
The times we have to spend,
Are just brief and temporary,
Your love is just momentary,
Your love is just arbitrary.
Now that we have come to the end
Do you even care?

I love you more than I have ever known,
I love you more than the things I own.
When you praised me for my beauty, I swear I would have flown
But behind me you told her how her eyes sparkle,
This is too much for me to handle, this is mission impossible,
A day without you leaves me feeling terrible,
I bet you have probably forgotten me,
Do you even care?

It was finally clear to me,
That you never care for me,
All you did was making a fool of me,
The once upon a time Eden has vanished
Right before my very eyes, perished
I will stand strong, until I have you vanquished
I won’t cry anymore, I won’t shed more tears
For I now know
You never cared.


P/S This is the slam poem assignment. Not to be mistaken for any heartbreaks = No one was hurt doing the writing of the poem. Copyright protected. :)

This little love I've found,

which all this while had been an endless one,

is actually something momentary.


Fleeting memories randomly crawl,

But I trust,

It's just another spasm of the heart.

Poems poems

There's emptiness inside of me

Hollow, barren, hopeless,

My heart feels numb

As it bears the tortures and torments

in this pointless life,

Everyone is just the same

To even think of looking for someone different

Is the biggest oversight in this life.

As I am listening to HSM's "We're all in this together", it reminds me of form 4.
It was a nice year then. Lots of memories, too valuable to be forgotten.

Time passes so fast. It was just like yesterday I stepped out of secondary school. Life has to move on anyway and I am well aware of that but sometimes you just miss the old times so much that you feel like dwelling on that moment forever.

But still I need to come back to reality, to all the assignments and tests that are burdening me now. Arggh!! Sweet moments never last, they just pass with very few people cherishing them. And I am one of them.

I've been tagged

Bamboo_land tagged me so I'll answer.. wakakaka



1. Whats your ambition?
Err..never had one but I'm on the way to becoming a biotechnologist..probably planning to major in pharmaceutical

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never!! Even though life may disappoint me lots of times but I care about those who love me

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Hmm most of the time I don't, frankly speaking. So I'm more of the quiet type.

4. How many babies you want?
Err..too early..SKIP!!

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Science tells me so if I look at a right angle but I'm always hoping I can see one :)

6. What is your goal for this year?
To go to Canada!! I wanna go Canada!!

7. Do you believe in eternity love??
Yes. I believe there's a perfect guy or girl for everyone else. Even though he or she might not bring you total happiness but hey, love is not happy all the time right? If it is then it won't be love.

8. What do you say about your life now?
Terribly tiring and....tiring..

9. What feeling do you love most?
Hmm.. I love to love and being loved by someone I love

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Hmm..no comments

11. Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
nah..

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah.. miss my friends!!

13. What does flying means to you?
Flying means going to canada and going back to miri

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
I crave for rest..

15. Where would your ultimate vacation spot be?
I'll like to be in Paris

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
cute, friendly, outgoing, cheerful, sweet, charming, lovable!!

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Play games, eat and shop

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
never thought of that..hehe

19. What is your lucky number?
22

20. What is your favourite food?
chocolates ice cream anything sweet!!

People i tagged: ~~
tseyui
ida
kershia
grace tay
julia

Running is definitely not my thing..

But for charity I'll run and I have run

Go Terry Fox!!

Love

Love is the greatest thing,

for if you have loved, you have lived

a life of perfection.

Though love itself is never perfect



Love one another as you love yourself,

Spread love, let everyone experience the majesty of love,

To love is better than to never love at all,

Love heals, love rules!

21 Things To Remember

No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission.


Most people will be about as happy, as they decide to be.


Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently.


Whatever you are willing to put up with,is exactly what you will have.


Success stops when you do.


When your ship comes in.... make sure you are willing to unload it.


You will never "have it all together."


Life is a journey... not a destination. Enjoy the trip!


The biggest lie on the planet: "When I get what I want, I will be happy."


The best way to escape your problem is to solve it.


I've learned that ultimately, 'takers' lose and 'givers' win.


Life's precious moments don't have value, unless they are shared.


If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive.


We often fear the thing we want the most.


He or she who laughs.... lasts.


Yesterday was the deadline for all complaints.


Look for opportunities... not guarantees.


Life is what's coming.... not what was.


Success is getting up one more time.


Now is the most interesting time of all.


When things go wrong.... don't go with the flow.