S.A.D

It's winter again. The look of white snow everywhere is just depressing, especially when you were just back from a warm place like Orlando.

I cannot describe what I am feeling now. Depressed is not enough. I guess it's a case of S.A.D again

I really missed Disneyworld and Universal Studios.

What was it that I missed about Disneyworld you would ask? I'm not quite sure myself. Yes, I am in a state of confusion.

Maybe it's because I know that I will not be going there again. Maybe it's because of the pretty and amazing musicals, shows, parades and fireworks that I witnessed. Maybe, just maybe for certain reasons I cannot uncover now.

However, I did not feel Christmas there, despite the decorations, music and the large crowds of people, for Christmas was not meant to be that way. To be lost in a sea of people and yet still feel lonely, you know the reason why.

I went on a lot of scary rides in Universal Studios and Disneyland. I used to wonder why people love scary rides. Now I know. They love the adrenaline pumping in their bodies, the excitement and surprise the rides bring them.

School's going to reopen soon on 2 Jan. At least I can keep myself busy with something. Till then, I hope winter won't get me down

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