Will you just stop it???!!!

Please for goodness sake give me a BREAK!

Stop saying things I've never said

Stop bragging and making me a subject of the day

Just stop everything that has to do with me

it is already an utmost pain to me

Can't you see?

I've been dealing matters with maximum patience

Hoping I will not blow my top off

But you've gone overboard

For once and for all I'm not an issue, i'm not swank

So just stop it!!!!!!!!!

I shouldn't be here now since there are visitors right underneath me but I can't stop blogging so secretly I climbed up the stairs and seeing that my brother had switched on the computer and left it unguarded, I have taken over. Now that I have satisfied my thirsting I must go down now..Wahaha..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Finally...

Finally school's out!

It shouldn't be over for me that soon but I changed my Period 6 to Period 4 so here I am!! YEAH!! Happy holidays everyone and a Happy Chinese New Year!!

I'm going home today!!!!

All packed up and ready to go!

counting down...

YES!!! Today is the second last day of school. And I'm cheering out loud for it!!

Today is ECA day and four of my housemates including me were supposed to help out at karate club. XD Don't ask why..

But today I joined Charity and Welfare Club, Sorachess Club(i think I spelt correctly) and art club.

And it's reallu nice seeing the lecturers perform at the ECA thingy. Mr Tan was beating the drums like there's nothing that could stop him. Then there was Mr Woodcock playing the electric guitar with his sunglasses on as he nodded his head while strumming. Ms Nicole had the violin which looked exactly like my sister's.

It rained again today while we waited for the bus which in the end did not come again. So we took the public bus. Once again the road back is never lonely with a big group of friends going with you.

Finally I'm going back tomorrow. YES!! Can't wait to go home even though I still don't have the Chinese New Year mood yet but I'm sure I'll find it back in Miri. :)

Gonna start packing....!!!!

dreams

I saw him in my dreams last night

Nowadays dreams are where I see him

It wasn't like this few days ago

Everything was fine until I said something

It rains now and then

Pouring heavily as I crawled down the road

Wishing that sometime now this shower might stop

I'm all drenched, soaked

shivering as the chill gets into my bones

The rain never gives me sympathy

I seemed lost and I can't find a way

and it keeps me wondering

How long will it take for this to end??

Somehow there's this feeling inside of me that doesn't want to let go

Despite the differences, not that much actually

But distance will separate us and once again I'll be drifting

I hope I have not walked down the wrong downtrodden path

Though it may look like a disaster and with all the spinning in me

I'll get through it as long as I remain on this stinking path.

The love I found in you

This song is a nice one

The love i found in you by Jim Brickman and these are the lyrics...

You are the air I need to breathe
the river of life inside of me
you are the half that made me whole
you are the anchor of my soul

and you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you

you are my shelter from the storm
you are the road that leads me home
and baby with you here face to face
Oh I know I've found my place

and you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you

and once in every life you find the one that's right
and when you say forever it's true
That's the love I found in you

You are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through

That's the love I found in you That's the love, love I found in you.

The walk back

I won't call it the walk back home for this is definitely not my home.

I realised that the walk back to Casa Subang is much more meaningful when you have friends.

Time passes so much faster and it doesn't tire me a little. In fact I feel energised despite the runny nose and painful throat.

Of all the great things, I got the flu when Chinese New Year is approaching. How good can that be? Apparently a lot of people have been down with the flu these few days and now it's my turn and of all the times why does it have to be now??!!

These few days I have not been feeling quite like myself. Lots of things happen that I don't know how to describe the confusions that I'm feeling now. People tell me stuff that shouldn't be said now. Yeah not now, it's just not the right time. I am still recovering from my nightmare that I don't want to get involved in another. Though at times it feels nice and if I were to ignore all the circumstances, I would have been free.

However life is not as simple as it looks. I might smile all I want to, but you might miss a tear when I do. It's not a tear of joy that you saw.

I felt those memories of few years back rushing back to me. I felt those feelings again, those long lost feelings. And as always life is never easy and so I have to give up on whatever that I love pondering on.

The whole unit is really quiet now. I can only hear music from Grace's laptop and as usual the honking cars from Mydin.

Speaking of Mydin.. I'm tired of facing Mydin everyday! Those people walking gaily hand in hand makes me sick to the stomach.

Night time is better. At least you can see stars shining their way in the sky. They always give me a sweet, lost feeling. Basically it gives me a feeling that something is missing in my life. But I know not what.

I'm currently looking forward for something that I have been missing. That feeling long lost gone.

An afternoon outing

As the title says it, the girls of 0608 (except for Kin) went out for an outing, not to anywhere far but to Summit.

We went for a movie..Beverly Hills Chihuahua.

Tah-dah...



These are some screen shots from the movie

This is when Viv (in the car) left Rachel with her love, Chloe (the chihuahua)



And the posh life a chihuahua is living. That only applies if you can find a filthy rich owner like Viv, not to mention caring too. :)










Friends forever or lovers?







I was hoping they were lovers...XD



Chloe and Papi must be thinking it's a bit too bright with Delgrado there. XD Well he's a good friend anyway and Papi won't mind.

These two rascals were what do you call? Plot device? Some sort.. They are thieves and the iguana is really brainless and at the same time funny



See tat sparkling diamond? It's Chloe's collar. Fabulous isn't it??

And finally, this movie is about..The power of chihuahuas!!



Never underestimate them and you won't wanna mess up with them

I have chosen,

maybe the right path maybe the wrong one,

but I hope it's for the best.

So the final answer is NO.




(P/S Thanks to my housemates + Mathew + Shawn :) )

Lockers..

They always haunt me.

Almost everytime I come to the library and I leave in anxiousness finding my bag.

I just don't understand why I can't remember which locker I have left my bag in.

It's not like they don't have numbers or what. I just never remember.

It happened again just now and I was fumbling with all the hundreds of lockers looking for my dear bag.

And the lovely librarian, who has nothing much to do but analyse the pretty faces of students passing by the student id scanner, stared at me probably with humour.

Yeah I know sometimes I just can't help being forgetful..

Life-miserable-making lockers!!

I guess everything is back to normal.

Homework is starting to pile up and buses are late and packed just like last time.
And...I'm starting to doze off in classes, especially in LAN and physics class.
This semester there's nothing interesting to look forward to. Not Calculus not english and definitely not Physics. See why I'm bored again?

The traffic here is grasping on my nerves. This morning it took longer than usual to reach school. The worst is that the bus driver dropped us in front of the post office which means we had to walk a few metres to Taylor's. I slept throughout the journey though. Had been tired these few days. I'm tired of life in Subang Jaya! Get me out of here!!

Boredom...

It's another day in ICPU.

It's just the beginning and there's nothing much to do yet so I'm really bored in Casa Subang. Luckily I went to Times Square yesterday or I'll dry up in my unit. Even though I didn't buy anything it felt nice out of Casa. So DAMN bored here!!

Anywhere yesterday's outing was really nice. For once I felt refreshed despite the tiredness of my legs. Our main purpose was to choose books for our cpt but since I have chosen mine I just followed and have fun!

I must be out of my mind to say this but I loved taking the monorail and ktm yesterday. I loved taking the mini bus and having the wind blowing furiously into my face. I loved singing using a hand phone as a microphone (well more to shouting)and I loved acting like I am once free again.

Well, overall yesterday's trip was worth it thanks to everyone!!
I'm really bored now so boredddddddddd!!!!!!
Time flies when you're having fun and crawls when you have nothing to do.
Actually I have english homework 'A Girl's story' but I have no idea how to fill up those blanks. You see I could have written anything but my mind is completely blank so I just leave them like that. XD
So here I am... bored...

I still believe...

I found this song when I watched Cinderella 3 during my semester break and I find it nice!!

Presenting...Hayden Panattiere's I Still Believe

Some how I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere I know that he awaits for me
Somday soon he'll see I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

Cause I still believe in destiney
That you and i were ment to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

I know whats real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for awhile
With just one touch love can conqure fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

Its such a wounderous feeling
I know that my heart cant be wrong

Cause I still believe in destiney
That you and i were ment to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Love can make miracles
Change everything
Lift ya from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is forever
When you fall
Its the greatest power of all

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and i were ment to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe
Believe in love

Yes I still believe
Believe in love
Still believe in love
I still believe
Believe in love






Well today Kin disagrees when the rest of my other housemates say that to love someone you don't need a reason for it.

Well I agree that there's no reason to love. And another thing, true love is one in a million. After tons of stuff that has happened around me I realised true love is really REALLY RARE!! And if you can find one, my gosh you are really blessed!!

To love someone truly you don't need a reason for it. Grace said something which makes sense that when you truly love someone no matter how much the person has changed you'll still love him or her anyway. No matter how much he or she has hurt you, you'll still give a willing heart and continue loving. When it's true, you'll never get tired of him or her because he or she is your life.

In short, true love lasts forever. Partners stay true to each other till death do they part. But this is reality and not fairy tales. Fairy tales blind girls nowadays (especially Kin)!!

People are hoping to find their true love (like duh!) but a lot wait and wait and theirs never come. Even though there are marriages everywhere, tell me which is really true love.

However, I still believe in destiny and in marriages made in heaven. I have faith in God that he has plans for everyone of us. But sometimes, I will still let myself fall deep dark into a world where I want to be most of the time.

Back to reality

It's time for reality. School starts tomorrow my dream ends tonight. No more sweet dreams from today onwards. New year means new resolutions but for me resolutions are nothing if you do not make any efforts. I make them every year. I write them down where ever I can see but sad to say I never fulfill them.

So this year, I'm not writing any resolutions anymore. I give into God's hands for He has all the plans for me and with this I should trust in Him right? So I'm not writing anything special for this year. I'll just live everyday like I need to and trust in the Almighty. For I know whatever happens, it happens for a reason and the reason is because He Loves Us.