Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Lately, stress is building up, due to Physics and Calculus tests..not to mention the OSSLT. Even though it is said that 95% of the people sitting for it will pass, there is still a possibility of 5% there right?

So, what I think is the best solution for relieving stress? Yeah..singing out loud till your voice cracks really helps a lot...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

sleepless

Lately, I find myself spending sleepless nights, tossing and turning on the bed. It's not that I have worries or am stressed out, actually I have no idea as well.

I tried to tire myself out during the day. Unavailing I supposed, and here I am still wide awake.

Where are you Mr Sandman? You have not been visiting me for the past few nights.

It's so past bedtime but I'm not tired at all.

Oh man..and I have mass to attend tomorrow.

Guess I gotta force myself to sleep now.

Tata..

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Merely two months to graduating ICPU

What a consolation!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Regrets...

I shoudn't have made the call
Regrets.
Guilt.
All I can say now is SORRY
There was just a little misunderstanding
Now I'm escaping reality
Escaping the consequences.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Yay! At least I've achieved something during the holidays..not my pride and prejudice essay and so not my physics homework..

But I finished reading The Wednesday Letters.

Hmm..what can I say about it..it's worth my time reading and definitely a quite touching one.

'The Wednesday Letters' is named so because the husband writes to his wife one letter every Wednesday of his life. How sweet...

They died together though in each other's arms and it's a story of revelation of the power of love and forgiveness. How insignificant humans' anger can be since God forgives all of us so who are we to keep resenting and hatred right?

So overall...nice book! *Thumbs up*

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Happy Holidays

Holidays are relatively not so nice with assignments pouring down on you

However I still give myself some time to zzzz....sleeping all the time since I boarded the plane and got a stiff neck as a result.

Nevertheless, I am the happiest when I'm home...:)

Happy Holidays everyone from ICPU and really sorry bout it Julia :(

Friday, March 13, 2009

Unhealed wounds everywhere on my heart

Things have not turned for the better

How long can I take this?



Thursday, March 12, 2009

Just stop...OK???!!!

I feel so tired..the trip to Shah Alam burns me out. For the sake of going back to Miri...

Today I learnt a lot things and begin to see things at different perspectives. The hearts of humans, how people really act and how true a heart can be...what life really means

And so I came to a conclusion that life can be disappointing at times, at most times to be exact.

Stop bugging me with all the weird stuff just stop looking and bossing around! All I can say is do not do to others if you don't want others to treat you this way. Just give me some space and I don't hope for anything else. You want the recognition just take it I never want it anyway and I just don't understand what is there to compare.

Just for once and for all STOP!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Tests over!

It was sure a relief to have finished four tests in 2 days

At least today's Calculus and LAN was going easy on me as compared to Physics and English

Anyway I learnt something from Physics test that is Northeast = 45 degree. Why didn't I think of that!!! *bang my head*

So today, to relieve stress and have some fun (since I'm soooo bored now) I bought a pack of cards from the friendly neighbourhood Mydin



Look at the Jokers...so CUTE!~!










And...I finally found the book I've been wanting to read in Taylor's library today!
It's "The Wednesday Letters". Been longing to read it since the trip to Times Square. Saw and fell in love with it at Borders. Wakakaka.





What attracts me the most is that the epilogue is put in a small envelope. Cool!

Hope it will be a nice read..





Sunday, March 8, 2009

What's up with everything?

Hey what's with all this huh?

I'm so tired just stop it

Currently ill luck has been pouring non-stop on me

Dropped my purse, flunked my speaking test, the rest of the components can't go easy on me as well and now swollen lymph nodes? What's next?

Please lar stop it..I'm so tired

I have to face Calculus, Physics, English and Lan test next week so I can't afford to get sick now

Can't even eat properly and have to avoid taking spicy foods

If it the swell does not subside I need to fork out cash to visit the doctor again

So please pretty pretty please...

I wanna go home!!

Friday, March 6, 2009

the pains of college life

The beginning of weekends = the beginning of studying = the beginning of sleepless nights

Calculus, english 4U and LAN

not to forget IELTS tomorrow..

Feel so disappointed after the speaking.

Wished I have crapped more the other day *sighs*

Now I feel so empty to sit for the rest of the components tomorrow :(

Thursday, March 5, 2009

rainbow, rainbow, where art thou?

Things have not been going my way lately.

Series of misfortunes..so sick already

It seems different around here.

As I begin to lose confidence in everything that I do

Life seems to turn its back on me

It is said that...

After every rain the rainbow will appear
When will mine show up?
Loneliness is eating me up
I just can't bear it anymore
Smiles are just false pretenses when cries are hidden deep inside
When will the rain stop pouring on me?


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

The rush of the hour
Feeling numb
Speechless
Blank

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IELTS Speaking

Venue: IDP Education Centre

Date : Tomorrow, 4th March

Time :1.15 pm

Good luck fellow friends! Together we strive for the best :)
Suppose one morning you never wake up;
Do all your friends know you love them?
Are there any wounds needing to be healed?
Friendships that need rekindling
or three words needing to be said;
Sometimes, "I Love You" can heal and bless,
Let every one of your friends
Know you love them
Even if you think that they won't love you back,
You would be amazed at what those
three little words and a smile can do
Just in case tomorrow is too late