I find myself constantly turning to blogging for solace,

Whenever the pain comes up and the need to spill out my feelings

Like spurge out of my bleeding heart.

There was noone I could talk to and I held everything back

for the fear of being cheated continuously haunt me.

It was a familiar face that made me feel so

But how can I say?

Recently I need a little entertainment

I need a shoulder to lean on, for me to cry on when the urge comes out

There's no use for me to keep waiting

It's just another mystery pondering on my life